Insanity was evident
Working in my life my heart committing crimes
conceive the understanding
Identifying the sanity
When I read my own aspects
In my loss of perspective
In every piece of literature
Revering contents of your guide.
No one else will never be sufficient
To bring about a true change
Working in my life
So, if you haven’t yet asked someone
To vouch for my heart
Please do so before beginning a sigh
I’m narrating as I mean to provoke thought
About my question
With a difference in voice
Between the narratives
And the questions
Working in my life
None of the above terms
Are unfamiliar
I have arrived at a point of surrender
Manifesting itself most recently
Without considering the consequences
In what other ways do I behave compulsively
Trapped in obsessive routines
And endless loops of emotional decay
Then acted as if I had actually
Planned to act that way
Have I caused you pain
As you slumbered
Outward unmanageabilities outnumbered
Working in my life
So hard pressed to admit one
And not the other
That there was love in all the poems
Which I acquired from you
Reading all these years
Volatility restoring surrender
As I need to know
If you resigned your heart to someone else
Or would you still be mine
If I got the visa
And took a flight to US.
Copyright© 2017 Mehjabin Shahed
Mehjabin Shahed 